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Thursday, April 26, 2007

~A hOrRiBLe StReSsFuL WeEk~

Drained.....totally drained from a whole week of work with no rest? How is it possible some people are still energized after having only 3 hours sleep?

Last week had been dreadful for me and the rest of the people at work. I've been in the office since 10am till 11.30pm every night! and on top of that, we had a management meeting (off-site meeting) at Batam from Saturday till Monday.

I guess my body couldn't take it anymore. My body colapse on Sunday evening in Batam. I couldn't eat and even worse.....am not able to go to the toilet! Ugh! embarassing as it is, it's totally depressing for me. In a foreign place.....i was unable to even call my mom or my Farid.I badly needed to hear their voices when I'm in pain. Cried myself to sleep that night.

The next day, our final day for the meeting, I was unable to concentrate on anything that was going on. I felt miserable, horrible!Words just couldn't describe it.I was flat. Fortunately, I still had an understanding boss. They finally allowed me to take the earlier ferry home. Though I was alone, I didn't care. I wanted to go home. I NEEDED to go home....just home......

This week ain't been that peachy either. Was on MC on Tuesday. I thought I felt better and went to work the next day. Surprisingly, was very excited to get back to work. So many things to be done and needed to be done urgently. Unfortunately for me, moments later in the day, I felt sick again. Nearly fainted at work. That was bad.....really bad. I took a nap, an hour long nap! haha.....funny but annoying at the same time. How can you sleep at work? Sigh.....so I was sent home at 5pm, only after being forced to go home by my supervisor.

Was contemplating on either to take the cab or the bus home. Yeah, I know. What is there to think about to either take the bus or cab? For one, it's the end of the month. Money is totally an issue. Well then, the bus it shall be. Just minutes after I reached the bus stop, how the rain poured! Oh God.....I was so lucky not to be caught in the rain. I'd be in a worse condition now if I'd been caught in the rain.

Oh how I hate being sick. My stomach is empty, no mood to eat, too much of sleep......ugh!!!! hate this! HATE THIS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BAD!!!!!!