~Counting the Days~

3 and a half weeks.....exactly 23 days to go......I'm just counting down the days till my last day here in this company. Cleaning up my space, clearing my storage folder in the computer, making sure not leaving any personal belongings or information for anyone to see.

What am I feeling? I dunno what to feel. Should I have any feelings whatsoever? Maybe.....a slight sadness, maybe a slight regret......GAWD!!! no more feelings bout anything man. Haha.....what's done is done. There's no turning back. No need to think bout anything now. Just need to look ahead and move on.

There's so many things going on right now. And I can't wait to start with what I have planned. Mom said, we'll be going to China in Nov. I hope the plan is all worked out, now that I'm going to be free.....hehe...need to get a camera. It's high time to buy a new camera. But am still clueless on which one to buy now. Casio? or Canon? or Casio? or Canon? Which is better? Canon obviously. But Casio is having a good promo and cheap too. Well, not so cheap, but definitely affordable. Sigh....dunno what to do. I have to wait for my cousin this weekend I guess.

Busy with all the baking for raya? Most definitely. Hope I can get everything done in time. So many orders yet it feels like so limited time. Things will be ok....insyaAllah.

My poor baby in Dublin. Raya will be so quite for him this year. Both his housemates went back to Malaysia this year for raya, and he's all alone in his apartment. I hope he won't be too lonely. Patience ya sayang.

Raya is for sure not going to be the same this year. With nenek not around anymore, the house will surely be quite. Not many ppl will come to the house to visit. But I hope to be able to visit some relatives this year. 2007 will be the mark of my last raya in Singapore. Yup, no more 1st day of raya in Singapore after this. I don't know how it's going to be next year. Not be able to celebrate raya with my parents on the 1st day too. The changes I'm going to go through, celebrating raya with Farid. Well, it's not like it's the 1st time I celebrated raya without my parents anyway. But it's a major diff as it's going to be my 1st raya as someone's wife (",) hehe...

Well, we will see how things go...and hope for the best. InsyaAllah.....