Regretting??

It was my usual day at work today.the gym was FrEaKiNg cold!!!but surprisingly not outside though....it was warm & sunny....but end up quite gloomy in the afternoon.almost fell sick with the cold and all the dust around.it's autumn now and DAMN it's freezing!!it's worst than last year.it's soooo windy and it's raining almost everyday now.

So anyway,i'm just regretting the fact that i turned down the offer by my employer to get me a working permit.i was suppose to go to the Head Office of my company but they didn't call back to confirm the time.i didn't really mind coz it was raining heavily yesterday.that night,after a chat with my mom,i've decided not to accept the offer.reason for the change of mind?....simply that i feel that i should be close to home and take care of my mom who i know has not been feeling well.i told the head of sales manager about this and she was so disappointed that i've decided to leave for good.such a waste right?i know most people are dying to get their hands on a working permit.but she did say that if i DO decide to come back to dublin,to call her so that the company will do the working permit for me then.cool eh?

I guess what i can do for now is just work there for the next 10weeks or so till i go back to my home sweet home.

the old movies

I'm sure all of you have seen all the P.Ramlee movies......you can never get bored of them.even after so many times,repeatedly watching it...even after 10 years,even more.....it'll always be entertaining.i'm actually watching one right now,"Madu Tiga".one of my housemates brought it back from kl.i guess being abroad for so long,you kinda miss all the malay dramas & movies.

But don't you think that the way the women dress in the old movies are sexier than the modern women?i mean,the tightness of their kebaya and their sarong.even the material of the kebaya is a see through.but nowadays,it sometimes seem so unfair that what we wear are being critizied.even with the slightess sheer of the cloth....sheesh.....

I sometimes envy them for their sexiness.it's not that i want to dress like them.it's just that the freedom and the bravery of these women for wearing such clothes.and to think about it,their body shapes aren't like naomi or kate.all of them are mostly pear shaped.for that,i admire them :)