~ WoRk iS nEvEr EnDiNg~

Work work work......it's always never ending i suppose. To think that you can just continue what was done today to the next day? Think again. Especially if you're the only one in your department for the rest for the week, while the rest is on a business trip, or running errands for the company or even on sick leave. Sheesh....and having a new girl at this time and to train her is soooooooooooooooooo the wrong timing. I think i barely talked to the girl since she came in...hahah...too bad. Got so much to do but so little time. Yet i still have time to update my blog. What a way to past my time in the office...hahah...

So many outstanding tasks and I feel so lost since yesterday. Not in the mood to work at all actually. Thinking about next week already. 2 and a half weeks of holiday? How can you possibly think of work at this time? :) oh well.....

~MoRe FrIeNdS, LeSs EnEmIeS~

Met with a new friend the other day. Never thought we would even become friends now actually. Kinda weird but lovely at the same time. Your biggest enemy now being a great friend? Naaaah....not an enemy. Just some misunderstanding which have now been cleared. It's better this way, making more friends rather than enemies. But don't get the wrong idea....I don't make enemies...but somehow people just seem to be in your face all the time for no particular reason.

To love someone is to know them. How can you know them if you don't even give them a chance? I know my best friends would be freaked out if they find out. But I don't care really. I mean, we're not kids anymore. Why hold a grudge because of our past? Or what malays would say "simpan dalam"...hahah...I don't have time for that anymore. I have better things to think or even to worry about.

Life is just too short to be jealous or envious of others. If you want something, you must work hard for it. Like they say, you want something done right, you got to do it yourself. Can't fully depend on other people. Sometimes you can't even trust others but yourself.

I dunno what I'm talking about. I think I have trust issues. A problem which I am facing for a while now. I hope it doesn't effect me as much as it used to.

~My LiFe...My LoVe~

1st December 06......

It's been exactly 1 year since I last saw him. That tall... good looking guy, with the most gorgeous smile I've ever seen. The most quiet one amongst the pack....but definitely the most sarcastic of all. That one person, I know I will spend the rest of my life with, my soulmate....sigh....how I've missed him so.

Counting the days till I see him again. Can't wait to see that smile again when I see him at the airport, greeting me with open arms. How I've missed his hugs....so warm and safe. Never ever want to be apart again. I want him close... I NeeD him close. Sometimes I do feel a bit lost. He's always been there whenever I'm down. Always there to make silly jokes to make me feel better. Truly wonderful to have him, to be with him....even better...to know that he truly loves me.

I've never had this much attention and love from a guy before (except from my dad, of course). The smallest things that he's done...wow...I would never had imagine that. What a sweetheart (",)

Sayang...I really can't wait to see you this Christmas EVE!!!! Happy 3 years anniversary to us!! Can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you sayang.....MuAaXx.........