to kill or not to kill

Why is it that some people just love to make you suffer or even make you cry?even worse...blames you for the things that was not even your fault in the 1st place and then suddenly comes back to say it's ok or everything's fine now....like as if nothing was wrong.such an ARSE i tell you.didn't even have any common courtesy to say sorry.and you know who this "fucking arse" is?(in an irish slang)....it's my freaking new manager.OH MY GAWD how i hate him.he seriously needs a total punch in the nose.even at least a slap at the face.sheesh.....i think i've complained bout this man more than once now.and i'm sure everyone hates hearing bout it by now.everyone even hates him at work.whenever we needed time off from our duties,we'll walk around bitching bout this guy.heh...that's life for us at work.

These kind of people, ie: my manager, are really testing your patience.the things they say or do.darn it.i just wanna go home.wanna curl in my big bed at home without a care in the world.sometimes i feel that life is just shitty....it sucks to the max that sometimes you feel like maybe killing youself.but then again....that's just too pathetic.

I miss goin to kickboxing classes.the best way to release all the stress in me.miss hitting all the punching bags or even the instructor who holds the bag for you while you "accidentally" punch or kick him instead.haha....what a great feeling :) one of the reasons why i can't wait to go home.