~Lonely?.....~

Dunno why...but this past few days have been kinda lonely.the feeling comes and goes though.never really permanent.but i guess for now,just kinda feel left out in my own home here.thank god i have my own room so that i don't have to be bothered with certain things.but i guess it's because of that that i feel left out....left alone....sigh....i just wanna go home to kl.missing my own friends,my family.no one ignores me there.everyone wants to hangout with me :( feeling so homesick now!!!

MAMA!!!come now please!!! i so need you right now :(

Arrgghh!!!just feeling freaking bored now.wish to just disappear.don't wanna be here anymore.just wanna leave dublin.....leave and never come back.but then again,i have a feeling that i might come back.hmm....i wonder....

Weird ain't it?to think that at this age,you wouldn't be so bothered about the things that ain't important to you.about things that are so petty that it shouldn't effect you daily life.ugh!!i hate this feeling.depressed,upset,bored.....this is so down right depressing.oh well...what can i do then?the feeling will pass,like all the other times i've felt this way.