~EvEr WoNdEr?~

~ever wonder what it feels to be alone in a place far from home?
ever wonder what it's like to be around people you hate and far from the ones you love?
it ain't so easy.....or could it just be me?missing everyone i love back home.wish i didn't have to feel so alone.
but i am not alone.i was never alone.why am i feeling this way?is it just one of those days where you just feel like you want to disappear from the world and into a different reality....or maybe a fantasy.a place where everything is all sweet and nice with sugar and spice.a place where we will only live in our dreams or maybe once upon a time ago....when we were so much younger without a care in the world.~

these were just my thoughts a few months ago.when i thought that i won't be goin home anytime soon.when i thought i was stuck here for another year or so.i'm so glad it's almost over.almost time for me to leave.almost time for me to start my life back home.woohoo!!!!