just some thoughts

To think that after you finally finished your degree, you'd be happy and can't wait to start working in that particular line you've been studying for all these years. all the nights studying and cracking your head for all the assignments. making sure that what you wrote is not plagiarism and to be totally original about your work. all that hard work...felt like it's gone to waste. why? simply because after all this time,u FINALLY realise that it's not what you want to do for the rest of your life. only then, you realise you want more. or simply you realise you want something else. even yet....something that has nothing to do with what you've been studying all this time. SHIT!!! have i really been wasting my time? wasting my parents' money? the feeling of guilt is rushing through my veins. seeing the disappointed look on their faces.......

On the contrary. my parents has always been proud of me. thanks god for that. haha.... i was just having a conversation with one of my oldest friends,kohini. both of us thought we'd both be doing something else with our lives right now. what she told me was the exact same thing i was thinking about this morning at work. i decided after my graduation,i'm not going to work as an accountant. i just don't see myself working in the office day in day out. i might just try it.....but i might not like it. so we'll just have to wait and see.

The 1st thing i'm going to do when i get home....i want to continue studying music. totally love it. going to finish my grade8 and then do my diploma. at the same time, i think i should find something that involves PR or something like an event manager. i LOVE planning events. love meeting new people.

So what if i've wasted time with accounts. if i end up having my own business,i don't have to worry about handling the money. i'll be wiser in terms of money,maybe get involved in some kind of investment. who knows what will happen in the next couple of years (",)

That's it then. goodbye accountancy....hello possibilities.....