about me

I am currently a fresh Accountancy graduate with a passion for music and poetry. I say what I feel, I write what I feel. I feel that music and poetry is the best way to express your true feelings. I've been writing poetry since high school and now I'm even writing my own music. I love to cook and bake. Don't you feel happy and appreciated when you see family and friends enjoying what you've prepared for them? That's why I enjoy hosting parties and open-houses whenever I can back home. Not in Dublin though. Can't really afford to have a party here. Things are just too expensive. Hahaha... Baking is the best. Totally love to bake cakes and my specialty is brownies!!!

Growing up, I've never been that athletic. I've never really competed in sports as I think that I'm just too slow for running :p The only sport I've competed was in netball and badminton. And in those days those were the best games I've played. Cheerleading was great as well. Can't believe I tried out and made the team. Totally awesome. The year I made the team, we won 2nd place. Other than that, I was really active in the performing arts back in school. Totally love to dance and was always involved in the school concerts.


Now, I'm totally loving the gym. But with work and all, don't think I'll be able to go as often as I like. Trying my best to keep fit, but sometimes I just have the habit of not eating right. Been doing some kickboxing since year 2002 to beat up people that tries to get on my bad side...I was never 'ganas' until recently....some people just seem to piss me off, especially those yang perasan lebih2 tu mmg la will get it. Yang berperasaan takpe, yang perasan tu please k, jgn over.

I've realised that all my life meeting new people, I seem to be misunderstood by most of them. Especially when they don't even give themselves a chance to get to know me better. They just assume that I'm a snob just because I look serious. What would you expect? Smile 24/7 to strangers? That'll be weird. Some also assume I'm an attention seeker...yeah well, I may at times be at the centre of attention but that doesn't mean I seek it. It just so happens to be that way. Is that really such a bad thing?

I can't believe some would actually think I'm the type of person that would blame other people for what has happen in my past life. The friendship that I have with people are pure and honest. There's never been hypocrisy in that. Whatever has happened, happened for a reason. I never regret what I've done or who I meet. Whatever mistake we did makes us better as a person. We learn from our mistakes and hope that it will never...ever...happen again.

Being an only child can get lonely most times. That's why I really love making new friends and meet new people. Now I have really good and great friends along the way. And from this I treat most of my friends like my own brothers and sisters whom I'd care so much about. I guess I feel this way due to my lack of siblings. Hehehe...

Sometimes I feel life just isn't fair. It's never been easy and as we get older, things just seem to get harder and even more complicated than ever. Why is that? What have we done to deserve all this? But then again, if whatever we do is easy...I guess there would be no thrill in life. It would be as if everything is expected to be that way and life as it is would be dull.